Returning to the living

Everyday I feel stronger. The challenges are far from over but I know that if I keep on fighting I will make it through. My old sensibilities are reawakening. Refreshed and more diligent than before. I am starting to find direction and purpose. Work. This is my GOSPEL.

Glittering Inspiration

As always work is my lifeblood. For the past two days and probably tomorrow as well, I have be covered with glitter. I have been unpackaging and hanging christmas ornaments in a new store that I am working to set up. Long days but its great to be working. Summer vacation was nice but lasted too long. I am trying to be more disciplined and focus on writing and executing these ideas that i come up with

An old book has taken a new turn as a supporting character has changed gender. I like this change it allows for a new spin and I have a person in mind to base this character after.

Never ask permission. Just write it.
One more time. Never ask Permission. Just write it.

Today's Nude Idea

Dinner is cooking and the clock is ticking. Thoughts and ideas are bubbling through the space between my ears. Electricty in my bloodstream will populate something useful. Words, women and whisky. I'm trying to put the first together while occasionally thinking about the second and avoiding the third altogether. Wouldn't it be great to just click a button and the world resets. I just wouldn't trust the memory purge

A Sensible Memory?

How much can we trust what we remember? How often does the mechanism malfuncton? Battered and bruised by everyday life we trust so much to questionable equipment. Is is an accident when we call a woman by another name or did the tool not stand up correctly. I am actively pursuing committing words either to paper or to an electronic medium everyday. Build the habit and something will come from it. Whether it be and increased ability at Scrabble or maybe I will combine all these random bits and bobs and actually write a complete piece. The mind can always be stronger it just needs the proper steroids. The best one is activity. Don't let it go idle. That conditions affects most of the world and is encourage. Rise up stop it now. Thank you for taking part it my disease.

Old idea with a new twist

I am slow to execute ideas. Sometimes life gets in the way, sometimes the events and timeliness change and the piece is no longer relevent. I had an idea breakthrough yesterday on a idea from a few years ago. Current events will play into it to give it a timeless feel. For me this is great as the main character is a voice i can just feel. I really want to write this now.

Where?

I've been wandering. Seeing the sights. Trying to find someplace new to call home. I've covered a lot of ground that I used to know and saw a few places new. I feel healthier, but still get kicked by the dark now and again. I am trying to write. Getting better and better at making it an everyday occurance. The bulk of it is gibberish but at least I am feeling like I've made some sort of progress. Getting a grip on what it is I am trying to do.